I Miss You
5:36 AM•Friday, October 23, 2009 . 5:36 AM . 0 comments
보고 싶다 , BABO YOBO !!!!!!
Faster come back T___T
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Not suppose to but it did
11:35 AM•Saturday, October 17, 2009 . 11:35 AM . 0 comments
Sometimes certain things doesn`t come on the right time.
The question in your mind will be like ' Why this thing happened when I`m already in this condition? '
Some of you might understand what am I trying to say.
If you don`t , its okay.
I`m confusing myself right now.
I lied to myself very much.
I forced myself too.
I try to let go but some issues are brought up ; leaving me full of thoughts.
I don`t know what to do.
A step should not be step in at the first place ?
Hurt.
Either you or me or him or her. One or two of them.
Finding a way to move before I get drown any deeper.
First of all, I shouldn`t ask.
Second, I should ask before things happened.
Lastly, I should not know anything or understand he/she wrote about.
Things might turn really awful if I make any step without thinking any consequences.
The scenario that I doesn`t want it to happen.
I shall ask or maybe not.
Maybe I will.
See the confusion in me?
Right, that`s me with confusion right now.
Somethings might be bothering me but that`s out of my control.
I couldn`t do anything but just rant or perhaps acting it.
I guess I got the right to know every single thing without leaving clueless.
It might sounds stupid or annoying but uh huh.
That`s life should be.
Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down
Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Love the song. Awesome !
Listening to : Keri Hilson - Knock you down.

Drunken Love ?
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Darren`s Hse Warming
12:23 AM•. 12:23 AM . 0 comments
Darren`s House Warming last week. I know I`m that lagging to update stuff. LOL!
Just because i`m lazy and doesn`t have the mood to do so.
Let me intro to you who is Darren.
The guy below beside me is Darren TU TU ! HAHAHA!

(not all of them attend though)
Here are the random pictures ;





After the house warming party, we hit the club in Barcelona.
Some drunk ( I`m one of them .. LOL) , some steady, some tipsy.
But ALL of them enjoyed alot !
In one night, anything can happen and your daily life change as well and is just so SUDDEN.
Some might understand , some might not.
You decide.
Don`t feel like talking much.
More pictures to see in MukaBuku (FB) .
XOXO
-Kissbebez-
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Feel
12:21 AM•. 12:21 AM . 0 comments
Feeling dreadful with the pain in my lungs right now.
Coughing my lungs out is hurtful ; I feel the pain.
The thing I never ever thought I`d did but yes I`ve done it and still doing.
I got nothing to say but just confusion and not making any act.
I might think that it`d be better if things turn out this way but decision are still leaving anonymously.
You think that in this situation it`d be better for you but not for me ; but what can I do to make things better ?
Giving up is the right choice ? I don`t know cos feelings are still there.
Feeling of making the decision whether to the left or right is SUCK !
Hate to stuck in between.
Mind still leaving clueless.
Hoping there`s a clue for me.
The act that are done leaving me a word called 'confusion'.
Make it up to me.
I`ll make it up to you.
But I doubt it.
Take me to somewhere I belong before.
I prefer to be that way from the past.
The happily moments that are spent together.
I guess misunderstanding would turn out to be ugly at times
Somehow, there`s this word called 'explanation'.
A hope that I`ll cherish but no promise.

Still, I will put a 'smile' on my face !
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IDGAFAnymore
10:32 AM•Friday, October 16, 2009 . 10:32 AM . 0 comments
I thought I can post it up but not .
I will always remain the habit of writing but not posting.
Great!
Just LOL if you want! *BIG SMILE*
Bring me to heaven and that it is!
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....
2:58 AM•Monday, October 5, 2009 . 2:58 AM . 0 comments
I read back the thing I wrote.
I feel so stupid and laughing at my self right now for writing it.
This is so not ME doing that.
Anyway,done is done. No way I can turn back already.

Try to be humble and let your ego off - quote Miss Ng
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Life are meant to be this way
12:49 AM•Sunday, October 4, 2009 . 12:49 AM . 2 comments
Living in this world is not as easy as you think.
There is unhappy and happy matters around us.
We just need to accept it and forget about it at times.
Everyone has their own problems no matter in love,family,studies,career or money.
There is always a way to solve. When there is a will, there is a way.
One person always has their flaws ; we need to understand them and not puting them in fault.
Nothing is perfect in this world ,so do people.
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